FUNNY

i was never sure of the love
and i never heard the words
i never secured promises
i was never committed to
i had to humble myself
and argue for your attention
and time
and effort
i was never deemed
worthy of love,
worthy of respect
worthy of trust
i was never even given a chance
to fight for what could be mine
actually, i never knew
that i had anything of you

and now, i'm made to feel
that i never really mattered
and never had worth
never had weight
in your visions of the future
what's worse
i'm being punished
not for my inaction
or lack of involvement
but because of it

funny
i have to re-define
love again

(yes guys, am very, very upset!)