Am always libidinal. I'm always horny. And yet, i'm not at all challenged and excited by men who offer me stuff in exchange for sex (despite the wish sometimes that I am not so moral or conservative or proud), who i met over the net, who only want ONS, who just fancied me because the other one they fancy is unavailable or unattainable...

I mean am halfway to being 26, surely this is not the time to have meaningless relationships. And it may be faultless to insist to only sleep with a man who will cuddle with me after and run by me stuff that he may want to do to/with me... But again, am too old to be exchanging bodily fluids with jerks.

I am sexually liberated... even when I live without actual sexperiences. And I don't see any hypocrisy in that.