woman has sex with man
(regardless of whether it's casual or an offshoot of a relationship,
legit or illicit)

woman enjoys sex with man
man, of course, enjoys sex with woman
they have sex again and again
they enjoy sex together, again and again
then, woman feels she's not in the mood for sex
man persists that he can change her mind
woman has sex with man
she enjoys sex with man, but not as much as before
part of woman gets unhappy to know that
she only gave in to man's wishes
woman is still not in the mood for sex
but woman likes man, maybe even misses man
(and if in a relationship, loves man and seeks his companionship)
woman makes it clear to man that
she's not in the mood for sex
man tells her that she need not see him if she's not in the mood
woman feels that all man wants is for her to spread legs for man
woman says how she feels
man suggests woman is not ok
man suggests woman is too down or depressed
man may even think there's some other man
(and in case of relationship, man may think
woman doesn't love man anymore)
and yet, all woman wants is comfort
without playing the whore
and woman is amenable to man's company
without having to perform
or please, or give in
woman wonders how she's been reduced
to just a hole
or whether all men
in their heart of hearts
just need/want woman for their holes
so, should woman have sex with man again?
i guess so
but only when she's in the mood again
or, woman should try other women
maybe another woman won't be so crass
then again, woman has heard of stories
of other women doing the same
woman therefore thinks
maybe chastity and celibacy
is not overrated after all
(and if man is woman's husband
at least woman can throw pans at him
for irritating woman so)

how does woman feel now?
sleepy